So the Ramer weekend has passed and by my account it was successful. Just look at those smiles.
We went to Elkwater which was a good middle point for Damon coming from Sask and us coming from Calgary. The hotel was quite nice, even including a heated swimming pool. There was much time spent in there. 
As is common with Ramer retreats there was also much games played. A classic scene below. Unfortunately everyone assumed others would be bringing games so few games were brought. We had to make up the games ourselves, i.e. coming up with our own categories for Scategories.
We even went on a hike with an actual guide and discovered the treasure of Old Baldy. Oooo.... It turned out to be a film container of coins from around the world. It was quite a nice hike, even if a little cold.
The only complaint would be it was too short, but that is the nature of a weekend.
On a totally different path, I think I have discovered a major lie in my life. I feel that at a very base level, I don't trust people. Subconsciously, I am always waiting for them to betray me. My response is to keep people from getting too close to the real me, even people who I am close to. It can be a little frustrating to get to this point though. I recognize the issue, but I also recognize I am powerless to correct it. All I can do is keep praying about it and hope that God will remove it. I am not very patient that way though and I usually just push the issue away and stop thinking about it. I guess I need to pray about that too. *sigh*
On the plus side, the Flames have won 5 in a row! Yay!
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I'm interested in what you just said.
A life lie is created when something bad happens and no one tells you the truth about it, cradled in grace. Your heart demands an explanation so you create one, like: People will betray me. To protect yourself from that hurt, you closed yourself off. If there was a specific person who betrayed your trust Jeremy, you can still deal with the betrayal without necessarily having to deal with or confront the person.
My hotmail is shrabchuk@hotmail.com if you need a sympathetic ear to tell your story. I forward everything I read to Mrs Bunny and Mrs Billingsly though so it might make the Duchess Dispatch... Just kidding.
I have found so much healing with Arnie and want everyone to be so blessed. I'll pray for you - I also struggle with the impatience and it can be an obstacle to progress. Write me if that would help you.
Love September
Hey Jerm, once again I can so relate to what you shared about the lie...I too believe a similar lie...mine goes a bit farther in that I think "what's the point in asking God to bring healing..I'll remain the same, nothing chagnes"
I am also grappling with this and wanting healing. I know in my head that Jesus is the only One to do so...but to get there...I'll be praying for you.
love ya, Sue
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